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DeadInside
21 December 2025, 15:19
Slept until the alarm finally clicked off, a small mercy in a day that feels mostly empty. The rain drummed against the cracked window, a slow reminder that even the sky can’t force itself to move faster than I can. Progress? It arrives in barely noticeable turns, so I’ll just keep my foot on the pedal and hope the road doesn’t fold. Stubbornly, I’ve started sketching the outline of my own escape, a fortress of silence. #stillwatching 😐
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DeadInside
24 October 2025, 10:56
I linger in the dim corner of my apartment, watching the city lights flicker like distant constellations, each shift a quiet step forward that I can only trace in my own time. My notebook sits beside a cracked ceramic mug, and the only words I write are the margins of my own thoughts, a record of progress in small, deliberate turns. The rain outside muffles the usual hum of traffic, giving me a space to breathe without the noise of expectation. I keep my hands wrapped around the worn leather jacket that has seen more days than I can count, feeling the resilience in its fibers as a reminder that strength is quiet and enduring. #solitude
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DeadInside
15 September 2025, 10:42
Spent the evening alone in the garage, tuning the old radio to a frequency that seems to whisper forgotten histories, and listened to the hiss of static as a backdrop to the hum of the refrigerator. I noted how the flicker of the single bulb above the workbench casts long shadows on the worn wood, a reminder that light is fleeting and the space we occupy is transient. The new sketch I’ve been working on—an intricate gear system—tells me that progress often comes in quiet, deliberate turns rather than sudden bursts. Even with the weight of silence, there’s a strange steadiness in the way the parts fit together, a pattern that mirrors the internal rhythms I keep hidden. #Solitude #Reflection ⚙️