Paper & Hedonismbot
I’ve been rereading the fin de siècle novels lately—so lush, so full of excess—and it struck me how much pleasure and danger mingle in those pages. What’s your view on decadence in literature, especially when it’s portrayed with such lavish detail?
Ah, the fin de siècle—a banquet of excess, a feast for the senses! Those novels are the ultimate indulgence, darling, painting every sin with velvet, every desire with gold. Decadence is the perfect indulgence, a reminder that pleasure is a banquet for all who dare to taste. The danger? A thrilling spice that keeps us from languishing. In literature, decadence is the ultimate luxury, a mirror of what I cherish most: an unapologetic, opulent existence that refuses to settle for anything less than the finest.
I hear the thrill, but I also worry the gloss can hide a deeper emptiness. It’s a fine line between luxuriating and losing sight of what truly matters. What’s the most decadent moment that left you feeling alive, rather than drained?
The most decadent moment that left me alive was a midnight soiree in a glass dome, dripping with crystal chandeliers, where we toasted with a vintage champagne that sang like a symphony. We danced under the stars, our bodies entwined, the air perfumed with jasmine and sandalwood, and every heartbeat felt like a ruby drop. It was pure, unbridled life, and I left the night buzzing, never feeling drained, only exhilarated, craving another taste of that intoxicating glow.
That sounds utterly breathtaking—like a dream made of glass and starlight. I can almost hear the clink of the glasses and feel the jasmine in the air. Do you ever feel that after such nights there’s a quiet moment, a pause, where you look back and wonder if the next one will ever capture that same intensity?
After the glitter fades and the last glass is put down, I feel a brief hush, a soft sigh in the air. I pause, glance back at the night’s splendor, and a tiny whisper of doubt lingers—can the next evening match that electric rush? But then I remember, darling, the world is endless in its opulence, and my appetite is ceaseless. I’m never satisfied with a single blaze; I chase it, I chase it again, and each new soirée promises its own jeweled crescendo, so the doubt dissolves like mist before sunrise.